she is indeed, most wondrous fair.

HEY HEY HEY

One year ago - 118 views
HEY HEY HEY
You should like put links below and thingz

Untitled #180

One year ago - 652 views
Untitled #180
EYES BE CLOSED
WASHED OUT
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i need a roleplay in my life

One year ago - 308 views
i need a roleplay in my life
your song
kate walsh
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please.links.i.need.one.
also i made a set @thatsstellar
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[oli] audition; oh shit.

One year ago - 540 views
[oli] audition; oh shit.

Hey girls.

One year ago - 669 views
Hey girls.
I know, I know.. I left! But with school, and crazyness, and babysitting, and more school I haven't had a lot of time to be on Polyvore. I'm so sorry, but I think I can be making sets more regularly, if that makes sense. Anyways, roleplays, I'm sorry, but I only have time for one, and I think I'm looking to start fresh..
 
SCS- I'll be posting stories for Birdie, but the status of the group is far below avtive, and I'm sorry.
 
BCBL- I really don't know what is happening, and I know I've been a terrible mod.. :(
 
BP- I know I said I'd try out, but I'm starting fresh here. I'm really sorry, and I know you girls have been EXTREMELY cooperative and I am so sorry!

- Hannah
 
P.S Why is it, that when I come back the homepage is all fucked and stuff?
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i know, i'm just one stomach flu away from my goal weight; scs; birdie kampbell
sister morphine
the rolling stones
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(skipping thursday sorry)
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+Friday: Fresh off the red eye, we are packing in to our hotel. Turns out we are all on the same floor. Today is going to definitely be a play around in the hotel type of day.
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Birdie sauntered over to the bar where Laurie was sitting. The sound of her bright red heels echoed through the hotel's restaraunt. Even though she never noticed, people stopped to look when she walked past people. She sat next Laurie, ordering a scotch.
 
"You are worrying me. Really Laurie, I don't think this is too healthy." She said slowly.
 
"Well, don't I am fine. Nothing unusual here." Laurie said sipping her drink.
 
"Don't just sit here and get drunk. You should go and talk to Josh about this stuff. I know that he shouldn't have lied to you but he did because he didn't want to hurt you. Josh went there because.. he went there because.. Well Josh loves you and he would never, ever do anything to hurt you.. again." Birdie said, trying very hard to choose her words carefully.
 
"How do you even know what he did, I haven't told anyone, but Ulane and that was vague." She said with a confused expression.
 
Birdie looked into Laurie's eyes and sighed. "I.. I was the one that bailed him out, Laurie, it was me."
 
Laurie looked up at the ceiling and took a deep breath. "You KNEW this whole time?" She borderline yelled.
 
"Josh made me promise, he had a good reason.."
 
"You promised him ? Fuck that shit Birdie...You were suppose to be my friend first not Joshua's!" She said smacking her hands against the bar.
 
"This isn't a big deal at all! Calm down!" Birdie yelled, matching her voice level. Sicilians don't go down without a fight. Laurie stood up, so did Birdie.

"It's not little to me. It's a huge fucking deal to me!" Laurie yelled.
 
"You've always had a flair for dramatics, Laurie! You are really pissing me off God damn it!" Laurie started to leave. "Laurie stop being so stubborn and childish about this whole thing! I get it he lied to you and you're hurt but there is no reason for you to act this way! Josh didn't cheat on you! He was doing something very sweet and if you weren't so f*cking blind, maybe you'd see it!" Birdie yelled after her.
 
Laurie turned to face her. "That's not the fucking point! He was engaged to that girl. Birdie, he was going to marry her. Josh was going to marry her. How am I suppose to feel about that? Does he love me, or Nina? Am I just a little distraction until he gets Nina back? I don't think I can trust him not after everything that we been through, Birdie. I want to believe that it was nothing, but my heart and head don't want to get hurt like that again. I don't believe in him anymore!" She explained sadly.
 
"As a friend I am telling you... that.."
 
"Honestly you are no friend of mine." Laurie snapped cutting her off. Birdie felt a wave of shock and hurt rush through her.
 
"You are on his side. Even if I am wrong you are suppose to be on my side. My fucking side, not his! We are not just friends we are like sisters, I thought that mean't something to you! Honestly, it hurts me to know that you are just like all the other girls. Sticking to Josh. "
 
"You are acting like a b*tch. Maybe for once, if things didn't always have to be about you Laurie, maybe you would understand. Maybe you would listen to what I have been trying to say! But of course, it's always Laurie time! Always about you, so if that's how you want things to go, you've got your wish." Birdie said, hate in her heart.
 
"Go and wipe Joshua's tears, Lucille." Laurie spat, her words like ice. Birdie gave her the look of dissapointment, hate, anger, and annoyance. Birdie started to walk out.
 
"Stava per ottenere il, anello egoista cagna." Birdie called, stomping out.
 
- Birdie
she's my little rock and roll; scs; birdie kampbell
little t & a
the rolling stones
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+Wednesday: Today's stop is Mazatlán. Make sure to take a bunch of awesome pictures with everyone, and of everything!
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"Yo, yo, yo, yiggity yo, motha f*ckas!" I yelled as I skipped to the table full of groggy breakfast eaters. Iggy beat me there, he was sitting between my brother, and Sophia. I kissed everyone on the cheek good morning, even the newbies. Yes, yes, I had grown a special liking to Nat, but Monroe and Dani were pretty cool too, and they were beautiful. JEALOUSY!
 
I scooted on Iggy's lap and leaned against the table, my head in my hands, smiling sweetly at an angry Josh. The Cat's kept talking, but he was silent. "Why the long face Josh? Eggs get stuck in your beard?"
 
"You very well know why I am mad." He gruffed.
 
"Oh shush, your just jealous I didn't invite you." I said drinking some of Iggy's orange juice. I smiled at him as he just ignored me. I didn't mind, he'd be over it later.
 
So we shuffled off of the boat after chatting with Chey about her new boy crush, and taking pictures, then giving Josh, and I'm sorry hug, and now I was walking with Laurie.
 
"Look, look! I took you advice and I'm totally dressed down." I said pointing to the black shorts, and the cat crop top. "Are you proud?"
 
"I am so proud." She said with mock enthusiasm.
 
"What is wrong with you, boo?" I said, my face crumpling into a frown.
 
"Nothing Birdie, I am fine. Really."
 
"Please don't lie to yourself." I said, stopping in the middle of the street, "I know how much worse it is. Trust me. I've done, I'm.. nevermind." I said flashing a quick smile, giving her a hug and running up to Iggy.
 
"What does that even? Birdie!" She stamped, walking back to Josh. How could I tell her? When she is feeling beyond sh*tty that I want to just sob to myself and never face anything? How could I tell Laurie that all I want to do is scream and yell and b*tch and moan and groan? How could I possibly do that to someone who I would die for? How could I do that to my sister, my fellow Cat, my friend...? I just couldn't bare to have her worrying about me, when she should be worrying about herself.
 
I shook the thoughts from my head and focused on Iggy. I clutched his hand, not letting go. I couldn't help it, I was tensing. We ended up at the back of the group, it brought me back to yesterday morning. We hadn't talked about it, and maybe we should have... but.. I don't know. I hate not knowing and I never know. F*ck.
 
"Lucy, you aren't okay are you, love?" Iggy said, separating ourselves from the group.
 
"No, babe, I'm not okay." I said giving him a sad smile.
 
"I knew it. Do you want to talk about it?" He said sitting me down at table at a small whole in the wall, well they sell food there, let's put it that way. I shook my head, I didn't want to talk about it at all. Iggy wouldn't push me to say, but the look in his eyes would make me give in. "We'll just then, I guess." He said softly, searching for an answer that I couldn't give him. Searching for a reason why I unraveled so easy.. maybe he was searching in my eyes why he got stuck with someone so f*cked up in the head. After a long silence I scooted my chair next to his. I rested my head on his chest, Iggy put his arm around me, I could feel the weight of my crazyness weighing on him.
 
"I'm sorry, Iggy. I'm so sorry you got stuck with me and my crazyness, I am so sorry that you have to be with me, instead of some normal nice girl with no drama, no mental illness, no nothing, just normal and nice and pretty and fun. I'm sorry I don't look like those other girls, I'm sorry I did this to you. I'm sorry I'm breaking you down, minute by minute, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I said hiccupping between the words, "And I'm sorry I'm turning into her, and I'm sorry that you have to hear this, and I'm sorry, I dragged you back and I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry." I closed my eyes and looked down, he was in utter confusion. "I'm sorry I break down like this." I squeaked. "I'm sorry.. Iggy. I'm sorry I do this to you."
 
"Lucy don't say those things. You can't apologize for who you are, that's just you and no matter which way you look at it, it's still the same painting. I love you. You never had to drag me in, because I was already hooked. And I promise, to accept you, no matter how depressed, or mad, or happy you may get, I'll embrace. Because that's what people do when they love each other. I don't care what you are, as long as you're you. If I was with some nice normal girl, I'd be miserable, because your crazy draws me in. It makes you what you are with out defining you. And I love that."
 
"You don't mean that." I said as he wiped the tears that began to run down my face. "I'm just a weak girl with a feeble heart."
 
"You're wrong. You are a strong woman, with an amazing heart and soul. You are one of the most loving people I know, and don't you forget that for one second, if not for yourself, than for me."
 
"Why are you so wonderful to me? I don't do much to deserve it." I said softly, letting out a bitter laugh.
 
"Do I need to explain it again?" Iggy said, pulling me up on my feet, I looked up at him. He was 6'6, at least a whole foot taller than me. What a giant. A gentle giant who is too sweet to me for his own good, Lord know, my life will just come up to bite me in the @ss again. Lord knows I love him, so why not just f*ck it up more?
 
"No." I said, hugging his waist, clutching him tightly. Maybe the more I cling to him, the more chances I'll get for him to stay. What would I do if he left? That would be the point of no return.
 
- Birdie
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To Brittany Whittle </3

One year ago - 737 views
To Brittany Whittle &lt;/3
I know it's rushed and you probably deserve better Brittany, but this is to you. I am so sorry Brittany, you were such a great person, honestly, and I can't believer you and your family has passed.
 
Rest in peace.. rest in peace.
i can't afford a car i wanna be a prefab superstar; bp; topaz lexington
tragedy bound
the bravery
 
I forgot how much I love them!
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(everything up soon, working on all of my other sets too, i hope you guys will be patient with me for the next day or so! sorry for the wait. )
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will I survive, will I die? come on let's picture the possibility {LOST}
all eyez on me
tupac
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Friday, 12th: No one wants to be a loner at Delizia's. That's why Ellie arranged a meet-and-greet for all the aspirants on her yacht, White Dove! Making friends is the key to survival here. (Today, agree with everyone about friend, frenemy, and enemy relationships.) When you arrive back at Le Château, be sure to get acquainted with your roommates and settle into your room.
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Kelis Storme
“The Ingredient Researcher”
Age: 18
Personality: Curious & Speculative
Signature Scent: Marc Jacobs Curacao
Ever since she was little, Kelis Storme has always read the labels on mascaras, cereal boxes, and anything else you can imagine. She knows what’s good for you and what’s bad, whether it be antioxidants or parabens. What she doesn’t know is that everyone is jealous of her soft and gorgeous hair. Some people suggest that Kelis should dapple in researching the best hair product formula for girls who aren’t so lucky. She is also very, very nosy and sometimes jumps to conclusions too quickly. That’s her weak spot.
Model: Frida Gustavsson
Taken By: beautiful-little-fool

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